Sunday, July 15, 2007

SUN

Sian .. See this pic, wanna CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
The shepherd that keep tell me dont be discourage & many other thing .
Super sad la .....
You said you will be back . WE WILL WAIT .
First time see your cry until like that infront of me ...
Sorry that I never pray ... I really cant speak out ...
I prayed in heart ...
When you worshipping, I sing in my heart too .....
[[ Im Forever Yours ]] your favourite song ..
Haiss . Please come back real soon ok ?
Dont leave better !
Seriously, I DONT WANT TO CHANGE SHEPHERD !
I know it's God plan . BUT I REALLY DONT WANTTTT !
Hao bu rong yi you be my shepherd again ...
Your first sheep & my first shepherd ..
Walao... why like that .....
I dont have a proper caregroup since I converted ..
1st Caregroup, TingTing de . After awhile restructure ..
2nd caregroup, JiaWan de . ChoonHan,JiaHui,JinXiu&ChoonHan all leave at that time .
Then become PeiYing's caregroup . Restructure again .
3rd Caregroup, CuiZhen de . Now going to gone again .
Mann .. I never have a caregroup that last from 1 restructure to the next ..
Please dont leave, shepherd ...
I really dont want to change caregroup again .....
I dont want change shepherd tooo !
Why people like that de ar .. ?
Tell us dont do what, ownself go do it .
ZZZ .

Back to post .
Today wake up around 10+ .
Chatted with Buddy on MSN .
She ask me to pei her go play basketball . LOL
Reached south view,
MingYee,Gina,JiaWan,KaiNing,Jolene, Sathya,ZhengKai,Keith & dunno who already there .
All sit in the shelter & talk .
Cui Zhen reach there after while .
She Tell me to go to the back & she talk to me .
We two was crying when we talking .
Mann .. It's really sad la ..
While praying/worshipping , I keep plucking the paint on the 'chair' .
Pluck until my thumb bleed . =.= super pain . LOL .
We chatted/cried about 45mins . & she go off .
I watch her walking off .
Looking at her backview, I cried out ..
Buddy saw me cry, she cry out too .
Then she run to tell Ming Yee they all .
Gina & JiaWan come .
They prayed for Me & Buddy .
After awhile MingYee come .
She tell us something .. She say until cry ..
Mann ..
After we all clam down, we went to Lot1 for lunch .
KCF & Mac no space, so we all went to Food Junction .
Buddy & we eat chicken rice again ! ;D
After eating, Buddy & JiaWan have shepherding .
So Me & Gina went to sit with Sathya, Keith, Jolene, KaiNing & some other people .
Chatted awhile & we went to toilet .
Walk to NTUC to buy water & walk back to south view .
Played Match .
Buddy come south view alone .
She joined my team . ^^
After match, we all rest .
Then Sathya,Keith,ZhengKai & Kai En play with other people at the basketball court .
So all girls went to sit & chat in the shelter ^^
I was sian . So I take out my MP3 to listen .
Cried when hearing worship song .
Buddy saw me cry, she cry again too .
LOL . So stupid crying at a public place . =.=
Used up all my tears . so I stopped crying . =.= LOL .
Chatted awhile . Sathya so lame lor . LOL
He say he got a dragon tatto at his back . LOL
Then say the tatto is real & will kill people . LOL
SO LAME RIGHT ? LOL !!
By the way, he keep acting cute . Ownself act cute still say people ! LOL !!
Around 7++ we all go home .
Buddy alighted at Bukit Panjang cause she wanna take 700 home .
Reached home & use com .
Hear 'Im forever yours ' .. Mann .. cried out .. LOL..
Chatted with Buddy & im here !

Weixian @ 9:01 PM